16/09/2009

Dead moon...

 
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01/09/2009

The Raven

Inner hell..

I scream but nothing comes out,
I fall to the ground and try to break out,
Out of the hell that I have created,
but I am stuck.
My hell is a room, there are no walls,
only mirrors.
The floor is covered from head to toe with 
sand
And I am in a corner, grasping for 
air.
Dark, its so dark. But I can still see
my reflection.
I see my face and the salty tears
coming from it.
Tears of fear, the fear of being alone,
all alone, so scared.
All I can do is sit and wait...
Wait for life to come back and find 
me.
God, get me out, I can't take this 
anymore.
Then I realize...
this room,
this hell,
is me...

Alone?

Never even dream that I could leave you 
Alone again
Please don't imagine a life without me
I always wanted to be the candle to
Light your way.
I read your words and I am tied closer to you
I will always be here for you, stand beside you
Wrap you in the protection of my arms
Warm you in the fire of love
Together, with you, I fear no rain 
And no tomorrow
Because I know we'll always be together
And I'll never leave you alone again...

Lycan II ...

I know the nights are lonely
I know the days are long
I know it's a struggle to make it through
I know things feel so wrong
And does it help to tell you
That I'm always by your side
And do you know how much I care
More than I could hide
I am always here for you...

31/08/2009

Lycan...

I've been waiting for you to come..
I've been here all alone,
Now that you have arrived
Please stay a while
I'll promise I won't keep you long...
...I'll keep you forever..

Finding...


I wander the darkness for the truth
I wonder the darkness to hide from the pain
Will I ever know who I truly am?
............................................
We shall never wander together through the darkness
Until I find me!

27/08/2009

Night..

When the night reveals its splendor
It is so tender
To me night is the time of day,
When all your problems just float away.
We dream of sweetness so pure,
We forget the pain we can't endure.
To many people night is just dark,
But to me it's like a brand new start.

26/08/2009

Black Dawn..

The black dawn rises
Silently from the East
As the cold day opens
Revealing misery
The death night passes
Quickly without a trace
As noon takes over
This time forsaken race
The sun burns slowly
or so it seems
But life is going
By you in between
The evening comes
Like a tiger on the prowl
and old age
Puts lines upon your brow
The twilight whispers
Agonizing screams
As the sandman blisters
Your mind with his dreams
The black crow watches
With wise and narrow eyes
He knows what's hiding
In our souls
Is sorrow in disguise

Dreams of Darkness...

I see demonic shadows,
floating in the darkness,
waiting me to fall asleep,
searching a moment of my weakness...

Shadows of death,
inside my head,
this outstanding pain,
in my brain...

Flames of hellfire,
in my eyes,
smell of death,
in my nose...

Molten seas of hell,
this demonic smell,
someone is casting a dark spell,
holding me in the hell...